Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness.
|*me when bored*|
|me:||mom you need anything?|
|*me on the laptop*|
|mom:||can you come help me?|
is that dirt on my computer screen or punctuation .
Then I felt that every inflection of my voice, every word in my mouth, was a lie, a play whose sole purpose was to cover emptiness and boredom. There was only one way I could avoid a state of despair and a breakdown. To be silent. And to reach behind the silence for clarity or at least try to collect the resources that might still be available to me.
if you use my colored pencils you better put them back in rainbow order